Post by DolorNoir on Oct 10, 2014 0:55:42 GMT -5
Well it began with compassion as tearing things do
I was pathetic and it was uncommon of you
but you made an exception when you made me smile
and I told you I was fighting back tears the whole while
You polluted your outsides, an emaciated wreck,
but I know you made a journey, some godforsaken trek
with all the blows that you've stood through and the bones that they've thrown
I'm fucking amazed at the person into which you have grown
I don't know your dreams or whether they exist,
but you said that you loved me when you got me really pissed
And I shot it back when I felt my chest crack
and you showed me death, gorgeous light in the black
but I hated the way that some of the others spoke to you
they just said 'give up cuz you don't have a clue'
but I was fucking mad and I told you to continue,
even if you're fighting apathy until your face turns blue
you gave me your animal but i couldn't take it
here's one of my my sex organs, you might as well break it
cuz this plane can't keep me sane
and you're always on my brain....
I had my reasons, of that you'll have no doubt,
for why when I saw you I didn't scream and shout
of the problems I have and the solutions I've found
living in this skin is hell when I can't be around
I feel like a mess but I still just can't confess
I know you'll never hear this, so I'll just go ahead and take the piss
I always want to show you the life you've never known
there are seeds outside the culture that you have helped sown
for all the times we stayed up late
thinking what it was like to date
empty spaces
vacant faces
for all the times you spoke to me
and I didn't give a fuck about what just intently
I listened
and to me your words glistened
but you showed me death as I'd never dreamed before
for all the times that I played the suicidal whore
all the cracks in your stairwell
are spaces for my blood to swell
and I always want more when i come to your door
and when I am with you inside me the war
just shuts the fuck up
and you hand me the cup
when you smiled and said 'drink up buttercup'
I lost my shit after replying 'bottoms up'
I felt you against me, our skin was giving in
there was no pretence but innocence that felt as good as sin
our bodies were iron all twisted and rusted
but there is nobody else I would have trusted
to show me the way on this happy day
only fools would consider this a price to pay
I drag old herbivore claws across fragile white skin
I miss you a thousand times how the fuck did this begin?
you saw my love complete me and you saw my love give in
but there is no price for the Eden of our sin
well I never told you because I had my reasons
I have great resolve, but I can't dissolve
the puzzle I've wrote that no one can solve
I can not tell you what I can not give you
because I am the ruin and only maybe the salvation
to all of your qualms but only some of your quandaries
and I play the part here with a few of our stories
well I never told you because I had my reasons
but in north america, they all just seem fleeting
and hopefully just like you my heart will keep on beating
and just like in your life, the ocean keeps repeating,
but away.
I was pathetic and it was uncommon of you
but you made an exception when you made me smile
and I told you I was fighting back tears the whole while
You polluted your outsides, an emaciated wreck,
but I know you made a journey, some godforsaken trek
with all the blows that you've stood through and the bones that they've thrown
I'm fucking amazed at the person into which you have grown
I don't know your dreams or whether they exist,
but you said that you loved me when you got me really pissed
And I shot it back when I felt my chest crack
and you showed me death, gorgeous light in the black
but I hated the way that some of the others spoke to you
they just said 'give up cuz you don't have a clue'
but I was fucking mad and I told you to continue,
even if you're fighting apathy until your face turns blue
you gave me your animal but i couldn't take it
here's one of my my sex organs, you might as well break it
cuz this plane can't keep me sane
and you're always on my brain....
I had my reasons, of that you'll have no doubt,
for why when I saw you I didn't scream and shout
of the problems I have and the solutions I've found
living in this skin is hell when I can't be around
I feel like a mess but I still just can't confess
I know you'll never hear this, so I'll just go ahead and take the piss
I always want to show you the life you've never known
there are seeds outside the culture that you have helped sown
for all the times we stayed up late
thinking what it was like to date
empty spaces
vacant faces
for all the times you spoke to me
and I didn't give a fuck about what just intently
I listened
and to me your words glistened
but you showed me death as I'd never dreamed before
for all the times that I played the suicidal whore
all the cracks in your stairwell
are spaces for my blood to swell
and I always want more when i come to your door
and when I am with you inside me the war
just shuts the fuck up
and you hand me the cup
when you smiled and said 'drink up buttercup'
I lost my shit after replying 'bottoms up'
I felt you against me, our skin was giving in
there was no pretence but innocence that felt as good as sin
our bodies were iron all twisted and rusted
but there is nobody else I would have trusted
to show me the way on this happy day
only fools would consider this a price to pay
I drag old herbivore claws across fragile white skin
I miss you a thousand times how the fuck did this begin?
you saw my love complete me and you saw my love give in
but there is no price for the Eden of our sin
well I never told you because I had my reasons
I have great resolve, but I can't dissolve
the puzzle I've wrote that no one can solve
I can not tell you what I can not give you
because I am the ruin and only maybe the salvation
to all of your qualms but only some of your quandaries
and I play the part here with a few of our stories
well I never told you because I had my reasons
but in north america, they all just seem fleeting
and hopefully just like you my heart will keep on beating
and just like in your life, the ocean keeps repeating,
but away.